Fear of Rejection

Dear Dr. Love,

I am in love with this guy who is my supervisor. I work in a mall as a part time job for the promotion of Axe Deodrant. And I insanely fell in love with this adorable guy. I have a great confidence that he won't say "no" if I ask him out. But there's lot of nervousness in me for such things =(. I have caught him staring at me many times. I even tried my best to show him that I have interest in him.

On Sunday, we were leaving from the mall. His friend accompanied him and the three of us were walking. And suddenly this guy whom I am in love with told me that he won't come the next week. In place of him his friend will come. That was the time when I got stumped and really felt like crying. I really don't know why did he said that. It was just the beginning of my love story and in a second he farewelled me!

His friend then left. And we both were walking at the railway station. I was feeling like crying my heart out. I was sad. He even asked me why are you so sad. But I couldn't reply to him. I was shattered. I don't know what to do. He won't be coming this Saturday and Sunday. And unfortunately this weekend is the final week of work for me. That means we won't ever meet again =(.

Please tell me what to do? I am damn scared, and I really love him a lot.

             Thanks :)