Old Friends

Hello. I would like to say thank you for helping me, Dr. Turndorf.

My mother had a friend from work, and both she and my mom became pregnant at the same time. My mother 's friend had a baby first; female and born in late December. I was born in early January. Her name is Jessica and mine is John.

In school, Jessie knew me and I knew her, but we never really became close friends. I had always liked Jessie. In third grade she moved to a town not far away. I don't know what it is that makes me attracted to her, but I never forgot her.

During this year, I found a forum website that appealed very much to me. After joining, I stumbled upon something. Another member- female, my age, and born in late December. I made sure, by searching all her posts, that it was Jessie. While looking at posts, I found out that she might be moving far away. I can't tell today if she is two towns away or 6 states away.

Know that, even now, I am still young. I will not give out my actual age, but I think it will help if you know just that. My mother, who still works at the same store, had seen Jessie's mom and Jessie in that store. I still see that as a sign.

I contacted Jessie on the forum site. I found out that it was her. I gave my full name, and she didn't reply about it. Either she remembers me and is as scared as I am to say it, or she has forgotten me.

Where do I go, what do I do? Do I love her enough that, if she loved me too, we could be together one day?