You Don't Enjoy Performing Oral Sex

It sounds like you are second guessing your own natural tastes. Saying to me I don't like oral sex as much as I should is like saying I don't like chocolate flavored ice cream as much as I should.

Tastes are what they are. Trying to go against your natural tastes, is to not respect who you are.

Now if you tell me that you don't like oral sex because you were sexually molested, or because you have sexual inhibitions, that's another matter. But, I don't hear you saying that at all. You are just saying that oral sex isn't my cup of tea.

So, accept your tastes and preferences and don't try to force yourself to swallow (no pun intended) your true feelings. If you want to try to accommodate him, in spite of your natural inclinations, then identify what you like least (taste, smell) and work around these issues. If taste is an issue, dip his penis in honey first. If smell is an issue, have him wash before.